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It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See, somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through 

Going, coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay 

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time 

I couldn't turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings 

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna laugh, hurt my feelings 

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, I'm gon' be okay 

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time 

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will 

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh oh oh)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh ooh)
Even though I really love you (you)
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (yes, I do)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh yeah) 

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (yeah ah yeah)
It'll all get better in time (ooh ooh oh)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh, yes)
It'll all get better in time

KAHiT NA NAGMUMUKHANG TANGA

KAHiT NA SiNASAKTAN AKO

UMiiYAK AKO,

DAHiL SA iYO

ETO PA RiN AKO,

HALOS BALiW SA iYO

KAHiT NA NiLOKO MO LANG AKO

KAHiT NA TUMiNGiN KA SA iBA

MAG MAHAL KA NG iBA

MAG BULAGBULAGAN AKO

MASAKiT MAN iTO,

DiTO SA PUSO KO

DAHiL MAHAL,

MAHAL NA MAHAL KiTA

HiNDi AKO MATATAKOT,

MAHiHiYA,

ANO MAN ANG SABiHiN NiLA,

DAHiL MAHAL KITA,

DAHIL MAHAL

MAHAL NA MAHAL KiTA

GAGAWiN KO ANG LAHAT

PANGAKO MO LANG Di MOKO iiWAN

DAHiL MAHAL,

MAHAL NA MAHAL KiTA

nagkita kita kami with my friends last saturday feb 24 going feb 25. reunion. after almost two years na di kami nagkita kita. wala parin pagbabago. meron siguro, konti. si weng lagi naman kami nagkikita kasi pareho kami ng building. si lyn, lumuwas pa from pampangga, as usual tumakas na naman sa mama niya, di nagpaalam. si victor, ayun gago pa rin, may something new nga lang that i can’t tell, sorry. si gorsir, totally different, physically pero personality ganun parin, baliw pa rin. si rustan, si tantan ko, mas cute, tumangkad ng konti pero cute pa rin, love pa rin ako. si peter, madami pa rin pimples, and geting stronger sila ni mitch, sabi niya although may naririnig ako na something. and si michelle, ayun bati na kami, actually di naman talaga ako galit sa kanya. past is past, forgotten na yun. and besides we have our own life na. matured na daw kami. stop being child like churva chenelyn. sayang lang wala yung iba. si ib, john and sino pa ba. basta i miss you guys… friends for life

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I’m fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I’d tell you get away from me
Guess I’m not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it’s you that hurts me more

Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin’ words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You’re nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie lie

Dear lie
You’re dumb
You think you’ve got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I’ve got your balls
Now get the hell away from me
I’ve learned your heart
Won’t let you unnerve me
Won’t let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Lie lie
I’ve got
Your balls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won’t let you unnerve me
Wont’ let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie lie

Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your balls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your heart
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

Lie lie
I've got
Your balls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie

i can’t believe this

i can’t believe i trusted you

that was so stupid

people make stupid decisions everyday

besides, it didn’t look like you need anyway.

do you know how important you are to me?

and then you just screwed me up?

bullshit!

whem i’m with you you know you make my

days

you must be the reason i’m so happy.

you are not good enough

i don’t know

but i’m walking away

i hope i can

well, wish me luck

it’s probably stupid

you don’t know what you’re loosing

until one day you’ll realize that it’s gone

i cant’ believe i bought into this bullshit!

you use people then you dumped them

you are a user!

that’s not fair!

well, i guess thats how it goes

there’s nothing i can do about it

i’m wishing all you all the best

thanks for coming into me.

Did you know that when you envy someone, it’s because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are :

I love you, Sorry and help me

The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???… AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!!!

"One day, we will change the world…or we are already changing it " THE BALL IS NOW IN YOUR COURT… If the world were to end in 24 hours, all the phone lines, chat rooms and e-mails will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".

Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court…

bakit kaya ganun?

wala naman akong dapat ikasama ng loob

pero bakit naiinis ako?

ewan ko ba

tama na

pagod na ako

lagi na lang ganun

para maiba naman,

iibahin ko

gets mo?

hindi ba?

wala kang kwenta!

manhid ka ba?

di mo ko maintindihan?

o talagang tanga ka!

o baka naman nagbubulagbulagan ka dyan?

mali,

o baka naman nagbibingi bingihan ka dyan

wala akong pakialam.

nasasaktan mo ako na hindi mo alam

pero kahit ganun,

mahal pa rin kita.

tanga!

magpakamartir daw ba?

pasensya, eh sa ganu talaga eh

sino ngayon ang tanga?

ako ba ang tanga?

ako nga… ako nga…

kawawa naman ako.

hello?

bakit ako nakakaawa?

wala naman nakakaawa dun ha.

tao lang ako

nagmamahal

pero walang gustong magmahal.

it’s unfair!

pero ok lang

eh sa ganun talaga ang buhay

walng magagawa

kailangan tanggapin.

pero bakit ganun?

kahit sabihin kong ayoko na

at kapag masaya siya,

ako ang nasasaktan

ok lang

di bale na ako yung nasasaktan

wag lang siya.

tang ina.

ayoko na

gusto ko din sumaya.

masya ako kahit wala ka

tandaan mo yan.

You said goodbye and I bleed
I cried a river but you have to leave.
Whatever the reason is I’m not against it.
Those memories of you won’t vanish,
Your advices and words remain.
The look in your eyes, I still see
The voice in your mouth, I still hear
The touch of your hands, Istill feel
And yet you are not here
As time passes by, I’m longing
You are miles away from here
Time is so unkind, time is so slow
Hold your head up high
And believe in the power of you
Stare up in the sky
And don’t take away your sight
There you’ll see light that shines
Which won’t make you tremble and stumble
And will guide you to yuor dreams
but I often ask…
When will you be home?
When Will I see you again?
I Miss You!!!

Ahora que ya mi vida se encuentra normal, ooh

Que tengo en casa quien sueña con verme llegar, ooh ohh

Ahora puedo decir que me encuentro de pie Ahora que,

me va muy bien Ahora que con el tiempo logré superar, mmhmm

Aquel amor que por poco me llega a matar, no ooh

Ahora ya (ahora ya), no hay más dolor (no hay más dolor) A

hora al fin, vuelvo a ser yo

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y otra vez pierdo la calma

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y se me desgarra el alma

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y se borra mi sonrisa

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y mi mundo se hace trizas, ooh ohh

Ahora que mi futuro comienza a brillar, mmhmm

Ahora que me han devuelto la seguridad, oh ooh

Ahora ya (ahora ya), no hay más dolor (no hay más dolor)

Ahora al fin, vuelvo a ser yo

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y otra vez pierdo la calma

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y se me desgarra el alma

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y se borra mi sonrisa

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y mi mundo se hace trizas

Ohh ooh ohh Pero me acuerdo de tí No ohhh…

no no Pero me acuerdo de tí

Y se me desgarra el alma Oh,

pero me acuerdo de tí Mi sonrisa

Pero me acuerdo de tí

Mi mundo trizas Pero me acuerdo de tí Ooh, ahh…

Pero me acuerdo de tí Oh,

pero me,

pero me,

pero me Pero me acuerdo de tí, oh ah

Pero me acuerdo de tí, oh ooh ohh oh

Pero me acuerdo de tí

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